Thoughts

Soo the other day i saw despicable me and i almost cried. That makes me sound stupid probably but it was a pretty serious movie. I wanna go seee it again really bad it was so cute.

Anyway, i feel like i've been going to the movies more often now. I used to hate the movies so much, i used to think they were so boring. Now i have so many i want to see. Haha i feel like i'm changing a lot and i like it! I'm in a weird mood right now, maybe i'll add more to this later.

Taaataaaaaaa

Today,

Today, i got a car! Not quite old enough but what the hell it's a car. My parents are all for it for some reason, yet they don't even trust me to sleep over peoples houses. I feel like when i'm sixteen my life's gonna change so much. I used to hate change, now i just wanna embrace it i mean it's a factor of life for crying out loudddddd

Rise or Set?

So, being on the phone with an old friend for way too long. Led me to realize something, i like the sunrise way more than the sunset.

I feel like that's some weird sign or something, i just don't know whaaat. I want to get my palm read really soon like i can't stand not having other insight besides my own. I wish i could stay up every fucking night and watch the sunrise, maybe i'll do that for a week straight. I mean you never really know what i'll do. Honestly the sunset makes me mad like the days ending, what if it's a good day?

But the sunrise means possibilities, and i like those. Alooot

That's all for now folkssss

Live,

Today i went running in the rain with one of my best friends.

It was awesome.

Ju-ly, sparks in the sky

Bought a book today just because of the cover. Wonder if i'll like it or not?

I just found out my brother is coming up very sooon, not too happy about that. I've decided to start forgiving and forgetting, it seems so much less stressful but i guess that's just some peoples philosophy. I mean i've tried things like that in the past, it's just not me. But me is definitely changing i can feel it. Hopefully for the good, although i'm not sure how happy i really am. Maybe i'm pretending, how can i really be sure? Just thinking, you know.

That's all for now, check in later.

I'll be thinking

Whisper words of wisdom,

It's funny how one little thing can ruuuuuin years of trust, completely shatter. And it's not just like you let something like that happen, but you can't always help it. Be yourself, and hope this won't happen 'cause when it does, it fucking sucks.

I remember growing up with my brother, being best friends. Telling him absolutely everything, not thinking twice about it. Then one day, we both did something ruining each others trust for ever. I regret it, and at the same time i think me holding a grudge this long shows i have a tough time getting over things, and i definitely do. But that's just who i am i guess, i don't give a shiiiiiiiiit.

Weird post, like it. i do

This will be the first

I guess i've never posted one of these before and this is still confusing the hell out of meeee,

i'm going to try and write my thoughts as best as i can remember them here, for whoever wants to read them. So everyone brace yourselves this is puuuure thought right here, take it or leave it right? i probably sound stupid, see there i go over-thinking things. Anyway, this is the first post of hopefully many.

Theere ya go, goodnight